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Status Update..Liric,ILoveYou,PleaseStay?Please..
Sign: Virgo
Home Town: With Frankie :P
Shout Out MSN?; ariel.c1@hotmail.com Add it and let's chat. I'm done, get that through you're fucking head.. There's only a few people that i'm staying around here for anymore. And trust me, you'll know if it's you.. Hello. I'm Ariel. 17 years old. Pansexual. I'm lucky to still be alive. I don't care what people think of me anymore. I am who i am. And i like it that way. After 17 years, i'm finally comfortable with myself and nobodies going to change that. Nobody is going to tell me what to do any longer. I'm my own person. Sure, i need help. But everybody does once in a while. But they can also stand on their own. And i'm finally there. Standing on my own. Not caring what anybody thinks of me or who i'm with. I'm an errogant ass. Yeah. A bitch. I'm honest, i speak my mind. I'm stuck up. Dont' like it? Then i'd suggest you leave now. I can be a real sweetie though, if i really like you and actually care about you. But i really only like the people that i trust. And those people are becoming limited. You probly won't know if i like you or not. Chances are, you'll never know. Unless i really like you, then you'll know.. This thing deleted itself, so i can't remember entirely what i all had here before, so just bare with me as i keep adding to it, and hope that it doesn't delete again in the process.. Magic, Vampires, Werewolves, Angels, Mermaids, Mermen, basically any mythical creature or world in general is my life. I love the mystery that it all holds toward our pathetic human race. Don't like it? Too bad. Tough. Get over it. It's who i am. I have a rather large fetish for Japanese and Korean men. I'm a total flirt. So don't be surprised if i flirt with you. I am, to some people, considered a whore. Though i'm not. I am a virgin. Though i have cybered. I will not lie. I love attention and being noticed. Even though it embarrasses me, i just love being in the center. I'm random. I'm weird. I'm sick. I'm depressed. I'm a whole bunch of things that most people can't stand. Most people do end up hating me, but there are a select few who have stuck by me and that means the world. I have a bestfriend. Andrew Lawson. He means the absolute world to me. I miss him greatly, since he's been gone. But i love him so much. He is my life. I'm a complete mystery and you won't ever fully know who i truly am just by reading this paragraph, even if it lengthy. If you've read this far and do end up reading till the end, then congrats, i'll give you credit for entering a very small part of my mind. But be warned, this is not even close to the end. And no i'm not trying to sound mysterious or anything, it's just the truth. I'm not like any girl. I'm simple, yet confusing. Good, but bad. Etc. Perry Goodwin. Is the boy that i am absolutely head over heels, 100% In love with. That will never, ever change. EVER. I promised him always, and that's exactly what he's going to get. Forn is the only 13 year old boy who will ever possess a key to my heart. Yes, you heard right, i did say 13. It's young, i know, but i don't care. He isn't like any other 13 year old boy out there. He's smart. He understands the world. My little man. He captivates me in ways that no other person knows how to. I love him with all my heart. He will always possess a key. No one can ever take that from him. If your still reading, then i'll give you more credit. But it still isn't the end. Yeah, they say nothing lasts forever, but nothing ever truly ends either. Things always keep living, just in other lives. It's over, that's just what they say when they want you to start something new. Explore new ground. Do something new, something you've never done before in your life. Life's to short just to sit around and waste it away. Yeah, i use to do that. But not anymore, i'm changing. I'm always changing. I will never be the same, again. I promise. I fall in love easily, and i break hearts. I've lied, cheated, hurt, and taken adavantage of people, but nowadays, who hasn't? I probly will end up breaking your at some point in our time together, though i don't mean to.. It's just who i am. I am on the verge of leaving everything behind. Forgetting the past, not thinking about the future. Just living for today. Something everybody needs to learn how to do. Not to worry about stupid little petty things, and what not because that's just what drags a person down. But i am on the verge of leaving unless i can find. A new reason to stay.. People who are actually still worth my time and who i love with all my heart(In no special order.):  Perry. This boy means absolutely everything to me. I just want him back. I don't want him taken away from me. I can't breathe without him. I could write to you forever abou him, but it would never be enough. Most people look at him, and hink "Oh, trouble. stay away." But i know better. I know him. I see the soul inside. His emotions that most people don't see. I've seen. I need him. I love him. Always.  Andrew. November 30th, 2008. That's the day we met. And the day my heart was filled. Just 10 days and it'll have been a whole year that i've known you. It's amazing. This boy is my best friend in the whole entire world. He means absolutely everythng to me. We've been through so much together. Conquered so much, because love conquers all. I love him. He will always mean everything to me. No matter what.  Connor. We haven't know each other that long. But already you mean so much to me. You have helped me alot already and i can't thankyou enough for that. Your not often and i hate that): But when you are on, i'm glad. Because we have some of the best conversations ever. You mean alot to me already, and i hate to ever lose you.  Johnathon. You're my bes friend. We've been through alot together. Your the one person who stuck by my side. Gave me some of the best advice ever. But now you've abandoned me. Lied to me. And hurt me. And yet i can't help but  Dilliger. We haven't known each other long, a couple weeks maybe? And you already mean so much to me. You're differnt then i expected you to be, when i met you. And you listen to my problems, even though they're not yours to listen to. I want you to know that i'm always here for you, since you've been here for me. And anybody who messes with you is going to get a serious ass kicking(: I hate to see you up set and crying, because then it makes me upset): Ian, is so lucky to have you, because you're simply amazing. One of a kind. One of my best new friends, already. Dillinger, i love you.  Frankie. My vampire boy. You may hate me now. And i may hate you too. And that may be just how it was intended. But i still think about you everyday. Because you used to mean everything to me. And i can't help but still love you a little each day..  Matty. January 20th, 2009. Is the day we met. That was one of the best days of my life. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I don't hate you. I don't care what you've done to hurt me. All i care about is that.. I love you. And i always will. Baby, nothing can ever change that, or what we have together. We're Invinceable.  James. This boy came along in my life during a time when i desperately needed somebody. I was down, on the ground, and he walked by, picked me up off the ground, helped me to stand without question. He listened tomy problems. Helped me get by. Saved my life. I feel so in love with this boy, it's crazy and almost doesn't seem real. I have hurt him, and i do regret it. Becaus he was one of the best things to ever happen to me. If i could take back what i did, i would. James, just know that i always love you. And i'm always here if you need me. I love you.  Ken'ichi. Probly the only Japanese man that i'll ever love. Probly the sexiest Japanese man too. Haha. He means so much to me, it's crazy. I love him. I always will. Nothing will ever change that.  Liric. You've been gone for a couple months now. And i miss you more then i ever thought was possible. We've made it through more things then i think any friendship ever could. And we're still going strong. Even though we hardly talk anymore. You mean more to me then you'll ever know. I love you. So much. I really do.  Kayla. The only girl who really still talks to me anymore. Every other girl has pretty much abandoned me, which is why i usually hate girls. But Kayla, she's different. She's not like most girls. And i like that about her(: Some day we'll manage a language without S's, and it'll make sense(x Gosh, when i talk to her i can't help but smile and have a good time, no matter what mood i'm in. She always makes everything better. Our conversations are always the most random things you could ever imagine possible. I think i'm gonna start calling her Tigger. Becase she remids me of Tigger. Happy, Bouncy, Bubbly, Almost always in a good mood(: It suits her, huh? I think so. Mhmm. Haha, I just can't help but love this girl. Like, so much.  Elliot. This boy, is just amazing. He's probly the only person who i haven't ever fought with. He makes me so happy. He knows exactly how to cheer me up. We don't talk often and it upsets me. But i love getting to talk to him when i get the chance. It always makes my day, getting to talk to him right before bed. Because then i usually go to bed with a smile. Which doesn't happen often anymore. But i can't thank him enough for being in my life. He means more to me then he will ever know. And more then i can probly ever show him.  Max. I've known you pretty much since your first day on this site. But lately, you've dissappared.. And i hate it. Because i start to miss you way more then i should. You've been there through alot. Helped me through Jason's death, and vice versa. So i have just 7 simply words that sum it all up for you. Because nothing else ever could. I could you give you the world. The moon. My life. But none of it would ever be enough to thankyou and show you how much you mean to me. Your like the older brother i never got, and so much more. So i have just 7 simple words for you. I love you, max, more then ever..  Sean. You're like never on anymore. We never talk. I miss you so much. I really do. I hope that we can talk again, soon. You were always there when i needed you. I love you. People close to my heart who i've lost, My friends in the sky:  Jason. (My first real bestfriend..)  Josie.  Dex.  Chris. (The boy who took my breathe away..) |
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